wasting time

i am so goddamn good at wasting time. seriously, i wasted like the whole day doing nothing.
i mean, if i were to spend the whole day chillin and relaxing, i guess that is still fine..
BUT! the fucking problem is i didn't!
I actually slept through the whole day...i woke for like 10 mins? and continued sleeping till 5pm.
was supposed to finish my essay draft today!
and am supposed to shoot more photos for tomorrow!
BUT BUT BUT! until now, NOTHING! NONE!
and i've been in this roller coaster mood.
now i'm kinda pissed.
FOR NOTHING. omg, like i don't even get myself?
I can't stay like, calm and peaceful and happy. wtf.

now i'm freakin wasting time again...
fml.
the only thing that's been active the whole day are these thoughts in my head.
running running runnin around around about.